graduating

i used to wake up passionately and ask myself. so how will today be? would there be more ticks on my to-do-list?

i was looking forward to changing.

wasn't sure of making great changes anytime soon but i was constantly motivated to improve. to live life a bit closer to how i pictured it is supposed to be.

time flies, things changed, i messed things up.

and i don't feel as lively as before. not sure whether it is part of growing up but i kind of losing the passion. i don't feel as much excitement anymore.

now it's more to worry.

i'm graduating very soon. so, what's next?

what's next is too vague, with the current economic recession, oil price going down, and my not-so-impressive cgpa.

i know i should not worry myself and look forward to tomorrow with a more positive attitude. instead of whining i should've been preparing for a good plan.

in fact, i'm good at planning stuffs.

but the thing is, i don't have the passion to do it.

urgh. and that sucks.

so yeah. it's me here whining and i should stop now, go out and fix it.

adiosze.




                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 
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