spin like a racket

Fragile. If you can’t be cautious enough, don’t touch it or get close to it. Cause you might break it. When it breaks.. only Allah can heal it.

This is why, it couldn’t be touch

This is why, it couldn’t be give away

This is why, it couldn’t be pondered

This is why, it couldn’t be felt.

Me and my feelings..

When I say, I mean what I say.

When I listen, I listen seriously.

When I write, I write abstractly.

When I think, I think more than one frequency.

When people say, I will remember.

When I start to love, I will love wholeheartedly.

When I start to care, I will care wholeheartedly.

When I hurt, I will hurt badly.

It is only Him whom I trust.

My feelings..

This is why i think evil people don’t exist.

My feelings..

This is why I trust nobody.

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What about the people in my life?

My families, my friends, my teachers, everyone.

Yeah I’m weird, I don’t need trust to love them.

Cause Allah never needs a reason to love me.

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My feelings matter a lot, that I don’t wanna talk about it.

My feelings matter a lot, that I don’t wanna go against Islam because of it.

My feelings matter a lot, that I don’t wanna be a person acting only because of feelings.

My feelings matter a lot..

Why?

Because Allah have it

Because Rasulullah SAW teaches His ummah to take good care of it

Because it is an award

Because good feelings are beautiful

Because good feelings eradicate war

Because good feelings chase away hatred

Because good feelings vanish jealousy

Because good feelings,

Give me no reason, but to love people around me.

So when it comes to feelings,

My feelings..

I can’t describe any feelings but for Allah, cause He always have it.

My feelings..

It is too fragile to be felt, even by me.

This is why I keep saying that I’m heartless

This is why I keep my feelings unfelt.

Because i'm sensitive.

Because my feelings is part of me.