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Salam ..

A gud friend of mine who is a senior asked me "kenapa Allah buka keaiban kite dekat org lain wlaupun perkara tu sgt memalukan? .."

She always ask me questions that make me fall into a deep thinking. a brain workout aiyte? gud.haha.
her question this time somehow related to me and happened to me loads of time. no lah, not that loads. but happened lah. occassionally. and one major scene once happened that it changed my life forever. changed the way i think. changed me to accept differences. seriously it changed me. so that i realize i do need changes. and i still need changes and i hope i'm progressing .LOL. ;p

i think because that i am so happy at that time that i forgot. n since then i always remember those words,

:: for the good and bad things that happened in ur life, treat them equally fair. so that u'll be prepared for the consequences. ::

i remembered the poem 'If' that i studied during high school back then.
Rudyard Kipling said that,

" ..If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same; .."

ok2, done with the flash back. now back to her question.

my answer : setiap kelemahan/ keaiban kite,tu tanggungjawab personal yang Allah bagi kat kite so that kite bleh baiki diri untuk jadi insan yang lebih baik dalam matlamat utk mncapai redhaNya .. manusia x mgkin perfect tapi tujuan hidup kite adalah utk m'capai kesempurnaan tu. kdg2 bnda yg kite nmpk buruk tu sebenarnya baik untuk kite . dan orang yang Allah pilih utk tahu keaiban kite tu mgkin dapat tolong kite secara lansung/ x lansung.[happened to me]

Firman Allah ta'ala:
".. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi[pula] kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui sedang kamu x mengetahui .. "
[Al-Baqarah:216]

yeap2. what i mean by bnde tu pernah terjadi kt diri sndiri is that a group of people made me realized that i've run my life not really on the right track. and they changed me. secara x lansung. they did hurt me deep inside[senty am i?], and because of that somewhere along the bitterness i try to run my life better. well, my life doesnt drastically changed for the better. but my mind altered. and the power of the mind, always defeat the physic. thank them. thank God.

dear um, i treasure the past so that someday i'll pass them by with glory. hikhi. ye saye degil n sukar difahami. so dont fall in love with me heh.haha.i think nobody will . k, fine sy start merapu .. out.out.out.

p/s: lesson of the past: kalau kamu jaga Allah, nescaya Allah akan jga hak kamu.