spin like a racket

to change, to be gud. need persistency n honesty. y u change? y u wanna b gud? r u just following the demand norms of life? y this.y that. y,y,y. i can never escape from this three letter word WHY. the answer should b simple. bcuz of HIM. the one who owns the universe. the one that we worship. where our luv suppose to be. keep telling ownself to find HIM, shall not just b a sentece but action. islam, iman,ikhlas. these words look simple but the real meaning would need an entire life to b revealed. life,..life. what is d real meaning of life? we, here today, hve a responsible to carry, a mission..a continuous lifelong journey. sumtimes i myself frgt what i'm searching for. today, i really find myself confuse. what happened to me these few days really does open my eyes.i'm still not progressing on my mission to b a better muslim. i'm not persistent, n i'm easy to get preoccupied with things that unnecessary. but how? is there a way? i find myself not strong anymore.; i fend myself hve no one to guide me. but i forget sumtin. i always hve HIM by my side. no matter how bad i am behaving, He still show me guidance that i realize all my flaws. now its up to me to find a way. to CHANGE. hve u ever sit by urself n find urself thinking, there's so many weakness that u hve compare to others that u need improvement?.. yes, i think, we must first try to fix these crack, to b better n at d same time serve for the ummah. that's one our job. all we need is effort. to find the knowledge. the knowledge of life. there's no manual for real living except in Quran n Hadeeth. therefore, read. not just read but undrstand n think..O Allah, i'm weak so give me strength. I'm not wise so give me knowledge. I'm confuse so give me guidance. I'm a slave of lackness so give me special ability. Correct me when i'm wrong. Protect me from all evil n protect me from myself. Hold my hands n guide me to the right path. Protect my parents, family, tcrs, frens n muslim all over the world. Forgive them, love them n show the ur way. never

leave us, come to our heart n fill our heart with love n sincerity. just bcuz of U.ameen..